Though I am not usually a participant in Lent, this year, due to the gravity of the spiritual war we are in while planting Hope Fellowship, I decided it would be a good idea to observe the spiritual discipline of fasting. I'm running a couple of fasts for Lent: I have sworn off Coke (I'm a two-a-day type) and I have chosen a day each week to fast from food. The day I've chosen isn't important--I don't want to appear to be fishing for praise from men and thus have my reward.
The Coke thing is hard: I have refrigerator full of them in my classroom and a refrigerator full of them at work at Domino's. The fasting from food for a day was difficult, but not as hard as the Cokes--I knew food was just hours away.
So what did I learn?
I'm not doing it for holiness, per se, or as a rote Christian requirement. The desire for those things I've given up are used as a stimulus to pray for and about our church plant.
And let me tell you, it works.
As if planting a church isn't on my mind enough, it is a constant burden while fasting. But it was an easy yoke. I knew throughout the experience that I was communing with God. My awareness of Him was heightened--not in any mystical, go-out-in-the-desert way--but in a way that had my entire day focused on Him. Through my hunger I found joy and assurance that He was in control, aware of everything we need as a family and church plant, and has every intention of fulfilling those needs in His good time and by His good methods. Incredible is a good word for the experience.
And the kicker? Less than a day after my first full fast, multiple prayers were answered.
Should it surprise anyone that God's ways, taught through His word, work?
Sometimes, I'm afraid, we are surprised. But it sure is an awesome surprise.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Ahhh, deja vu...
Remember the feeling after church camp? You were excited, you were pumped, you were storming Hell with a water pistol, and you promised to God and everybody that you were going to take your Bible to school with you that fall. You came back Saturday, slept all day, then had a service at church on Sunday to remember, relive, and reinvigorate.
Then Monday came.
You still had chores, you still got in trouble with parents, and you realized that you weren't really looking forward to the impending arrival of school. Maybe you had a job to go back to. Somehow, the Jesus high got lost in flipping burgers or cleaning up after someone else's brat kid.
I just had the pleasure of reliving that experience.
When we learned last week that we were approved for Fall Creek Elementary for our services, I was pumped. When we had a meeting of our LAUNCH Team Saturday night, I was excited. Sunday came and I was able to tell people what was happening and that things were speeding forward.
Then Monday came.
I still had to work, I still had troubles with people, and I had no clue how all these wonderful plans were going to work out. Somehow, the church planting high got lost in delivering pizzas and teaching someone else's brat kids.
But here's what I know:
"Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear nothing, for You are with me." Psalm 23:4
This is no shadow of death!! These are everyday struggles. There are some tense moments of stress, some problems to be worked out, and some logistics to puzzle through, but this ain't staring death in the face.
Therefore, we push forward, resting in the assurance of the green pastures of God's provision. If he's got my back when death comes messing around, then I know He's got me with something as mundane as living. We simply wait on him to provide.
Even when reality dashes our white-hot excitement with a frigid bucket of blah.
Then Monday came.
You still had chores, you still got in trouble with parents, and you realized that you weren't really looking forward to the impending arrival of school. Maybe you had a job to go back to. Somehow, the Jesus high got lost in flipping burgers or cleaning up after someone else's brat kid.
I just had the pleasure of reliving that experience.
When we learned last week that we were approved for Fall Creek Elementary for our services, I was pumped. When we had a meeting of our LAUNCH Team Saturday night, I was excited. Sunday came and I was able to tell people what was happening and that things were speeding forward.
Then Monday came.
I still had to work, I still had troubles with people, and I had no clue how all these wonderful plans were going to work out. Somehow, the church planting high got lost in delivering pizzas and teaching someone else's brat kids.
But here's what I know:
"Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I fear nothing, for You are with me." Psalm 23:4
This is no shadow of death!! These are everyday struggles. There are some tense moments of stress, some problems to be worked out, and some logistics to puzzle through, but this ain't staring death in the face.
Therefore, we push forward, resting in the assurance of the green pastures of God's provision. If he's got my back when death comes messing around, then I know He's got me with something as mundane as living. We simply wait on him to provide.
Even when reality dashes our white-hot excitement with a frigid bucket of blah.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Full disclosure
I am so completely stressed right now. As a matter of fact, in the three years that Etta and I have known of our call by God to plant a church, I have not felt more pressure or stress about it. I'm sure there will be equally difficult, if not more so, places in the church planting travelogue, but this one is kicking my tail right now.
We finally have a location and a start date. But that just exacerbates the other uncertainties: where will the money come from to complete the tasks we need to, people to fulfill all the roles, how can I work 65 hours a week and still plant a church, etc.
God has been incredibly faithful for these three years, both in our home life and church planting life. I am supremely confident that He will continue to guide and direct it all. But some days it gets hard. Real hard.
"Lord, I believe! Help my unbelief!"
We finally have a location and a start date. But that just exacerbates the other uncertainties: where will the money come from to complete the tasks we need to, people to fulfill all the roles, how can I work 65 hours a week and still plant a church, etc.
God has been incredibly faithful for these three years, both in our home life and church planting life. I am supremely confident that He will continue to guide and direct it all. But some days it gets hard. Real hard.
"Lord, I believe! Help my unbelief!"
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Hope Fellowship Update - 020210
If you’ve been wondering how all this would work out and the timing of the events, it’s been formalized. This is our proposal of the way things will go over the next nine months. We also have a HUGE prayer request for you to lift up. I’ll give you the timeline first and then the prayer needs.
Activity
Date
Projected Cost
Purchase equipment for services
3/1/2010
$5,000.00
Advertising for April preview service
3/10/2010
$10,000.00
April preview service
4/3/2010 - Easter Sunday
$1,000.00
Advertising for May preview service
4/10/2010
$5,000.00
May preview service
5/1/2010
$1,000.00
Advertising for June preview service
5/10/2010
$5,000.00
June Preview service
6/5/2010
$1,000.00
Advertising for July preview service
6/10/2010
$5,000.00
July preview service
July 4th
$3,000.00
Advertising for August preview service
7/10/2010
$5,000.00
August preview service
8/7/2010
$1,000.00
Advertising for Lauch Service
8/10/2010
$10,000.00
Launch service
9/12/2010
$5,000.00
Television advertising
June-November
$10,000.00
Total Cost for 6 months of pre-launch
$67,000.00
We currently have about $200 per month pledged, so we have a long way to go toward our goal.
Now for our HUGE prayer need: I have been in contact with the facilities coordinator for Humble ISD about renting two elementary school cafetoriums. The first one we want to rent is Summerwood Elementary. It currently has a church meeting in it on Sunday mornings, but we want to rent it on Saturday nights to have our monthly preview services in. We would communicate clearly and repeatedly that we would begin our weekly services on September 12th on Sunday mornings in a different location. That different location would be Lakeshore Elementary. It isn’t available for renting at all until school starts because it is less than a year old (HISD policy). So pray with us that we get approved for both locations.
Two good things could come out of this. The first is that the church that is meeting in Summerwood Elem would move out before the next school year and we wouldn’t have to change locations. That is a possibility as they are currently building on a site. Pray for their finances and their building to be done rapidly. The second possible good outcome would be that we have so many people that want/need a Saturday night service that we launch on September 11th/12th with two services: one Saturday night and one Sunday morning. We would be excited about either occurrence.
Pray with us about how you can give financially. There is a lot to be done and few resources with which to make it happen. Currently, our only financial support is through individuals. There are no churches, conventions, or institutions supporting this effort. But we know that, as God provides through you, we will see amazing things happen in the lives of Houstonians living in Summerwood.
Also, pray about how you can be “boots on the ground” for us. We are going to need a group of about 15-20 people each weekend of our preview services to help us pass out info cards in the neighborhoods on Saturday morning, prayer-walk, and take part in the preview service that night. This will be vital to creating immediate excitement for the preview services. This is something that my launch team of 6 adults can’t do on their own. We need your help for this vital part of the process.
Thank you so much for your continued prayer and financial support of this work that God is doing in Northeast Houston.
Activity
Date
Projected Cost
Purchase equipment for services
3/1/2010
$5,000.00
Advertising for April preview service
3/10/2010
$10,000.00
April preview service
4/3/2010 - Easter Sunday
$1,000.00
Advertising for May preview service
4/10/2010
$5,000.00
May preview service
5/1/2010
$1,000.00
Advertising for June preview service
5/10/2010
$5,000.00
June Preview service
6/5/2010
$1,000.00
Advertising for July preview service
6/10/2010
$5,000.00
July preview service
July 4th
$3,000.00
Advertising for August preview service
7/10/2010
$5,000.00
August preview service
8/7/2010
$1,000.00
Advertising for Lauch Service
8/10/2010
$10,000.00
Launch service
9/12/2010
$5,000.00
Television advertising
June-November
$10,000.00
Total Cost for 6 months of pre-launch
$67,000.00
We currently have about $200 per month pledged, so we have a long way to go toward our goal.
Now for our HUGE prayer need: I have been in contact with the facilities coordinator for Humble ISD about renting two elementary school cafetoriums. The first one we want to rent is Summerwood Elementary. It currently has a church meeting in it on Sunday mornings, but we want to rent it on Saturday nights to have our monthly preview services in. We would communicate clearly and repeatedly that we would begin our weekly services on September 12th on Sunday mornings in a different location. That different location would be Lakeshore Elementary. It isn’t available for renting at all until school starts because it is less than a year old (HISD policy). So pray with us that we get approved for both locations.
Two good things could come out of this. The first is that the church that is meeting in Summerwood Elem would move out before the next school year and we wouldn’t have to change locations. That is a possibility as they are currently building on a site. Pray for their finances and their building to be done rapidly. The second possible good outcome would be that we have so many people that want/need a Saturday night service that we launch on September 11th/12th with two services: one Saturday night and one Sunday morning. We would be excited about either occurrence.
Pray with us about how you can give financially. There is a lot to be done and few resources with which to make it happen. Currently, our only financial support is through individuals. There are no churches, conventions, or institutions supporting this effort. But we know that, as God provides through you, we will see amazing things happen in the lives of Houstonians living in Summerwood.
Also, pray about how you can be “boots on the ground” for us. We are going to need a group of about 15-20 people each weekend of our preview services to help us pass out info cards in the neighborhoods on Saturday morning, prayer-walk, and take part in the preview service that night. This will be vital to creating immediate excitement for the preview services. This is something that my launch team of 6 adults can’t do on their own. We need your help for this vital part of the process.
Thank you so much for your continued prayer and financial support of this work that God is doing in Northeast Houston.
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